This Will Have To Do

by Your Friend, Buggy

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    Purchasable with gift card

      $7 USD  or more

     

1.
Change 03:11
Why do things have to change I grow so tired of it Why do things have to change I grow so tired of it I don’t know how you’re doing But I wish that I did I hope that your heart feels full And that I still love you Even through the distance I promise I hope you think of those old good days With your heart in the present God gave us those days to make us who we are, You are not an accident Crafted with divine intention If the forest trees were pens And all the oceans ink I would have run dry the planet Tellin my story of the things that I have seen But it’s much better now See the day is coming when I change my point of view See I may have carried crosses But my burdens gone and now I know the truth Maybe Jesus really does love me and you In your darkest days When the world seems big and mean Sing a song or write a poem Take a good hard look at the floor beneath your feet You’re still here I’m thinking of you, I hope you’re thinking of me
2.
I’m loving the pain of getting older every day I’m savoring the bruises and the aches I’m feeling alive even when the sky is gray I’m counting my blessings every day Life is a journey I love the moments that you tell me you feel safe I hope you know that will never change In many ways this is only the beginning Everything gets better with age Contentment is mercy Like the rooms in my heart That had been locked before I break all of the hinges And open every door Then light pours from the doorways I thought I’d find a tomb I am bathed in your light As I find you in every room Love is a journey
3.
Disciples 02:58
I quit drinking, what an idea That it would save me, it didn’t work out The disciples found me weary For not being so fun to be around I guess I didn’t really need that kind of support in my future From fickle friends who pray to just save face And their passionate love won’t lift a finger Without puking up the grace in Jesus’ name If Jesus came back today well He’d have to look over his holy shouuuuuuulder For getting locked up or being shot down While white churches scream blue lives matter more And I can’t understand how people seem to misinterpret scripture When it says pretty clear “love your neighbor as yourself” When it’s twisted by wealthy crooked pastors The kind that when they die will wake in Hell (Best of luck down there!) I’ll always be proud to be from Tucson Where I was destroyed then rebuilt again I’ll always put on for my city I’m so proud of you, I’m proud to call you friends I guess it turns out that I Needed something more to make my future To make me become the man I want to be Because now I feel so secure in my present That the future is a gift I can’t wait to see Yeah I love you Though I have no right to You are my family Whether you like it or not And I will fight for All of my sisters And my brothers Until my body is no more
4.
She’s hanging her hat on a post of the bed frame Like a victory mark on the nose of her airplane Like a world famous flying ace I fly through the smoke, dark pillars pierce clouds of white From the battle below, and I’m losing the dogfight To the world famous flying ace When the battle was done, I was riddled with bullet holes She proudly boasts of the kill marks on her vessel Just let it go, the spotlight has faded If you’re truly proud of yourself, would you need constant validation? You feel like a war hero But I see through mirror and smoke You dropped the bombs on your own home Stop talking about me and leave me alone I keep and eye on the sky, I’m always watching my back In the fear you’ll return for a follow up aerial attack From the world famous flying ace Before you had the chance, I went into hiding What I call sociopathy you call a strategy bombing You’re the world famous flying ace You act like you’re innocent You should have heard the support group I was in If you knew what it took for me to live Maybe you’d leave my name out of it You feel like a war hero But I see through mirror and smoke You dropped the bombs on your own home Stop talking about me and leave me alone
5.
Sunday Best 02:12
When I was young I was dressed in my Sunday best Where I went to learn about Jesus And the things He wants from us When I was young I was taught to be like Him To treat all strangers with kindness And to eliminate your sin Is Jesus keeping score In the way I used to think He did Is Jesus keeping track So he can get revenge for all my sins I once saw a man Sitting outside the gas station Asking passers by for money With a hat to put your dollars in I was told not to give in To the beggars selfish call Since they’ll spend your bucks on booze anyway And that’s sinful after all Is Jesus keeping score Of the way I treat my fellow man Is Jesus keeping track If I pray to a flag or a golden calf Jesus says to love your neighbor Not just to love your friends It’s not about gettin souls out of Hell That’s the point of salvation
6.
I picture myself live the life of a bachelor Drinking a beer watch TV with my dog I close my eyes lean my head back and wonder If Heavens on earth after all I picture myself with a son with my same hair The bottle I lift is the one to his mouth The things we give up are the things that can free us And give us the strength to move on How could I have known The path my feet have beaten As I carved a channel in the dirt Would bring me to redemption I picture myself in the flesh that I once had A smile on my face and the grave in my head I could have money but what would it cost me If my whole life was waiting for death I picture myself growing older with Morgan Each milestone is a gift from the Lord Each moment is saturated in blessings There is constantly joy in my soul I would not be here if it were not for you You are an angel I’m so sure of that With you by my side I have no need to worry That blessings will come And trouble will too I have no fear since I’ll share it with you
7.
Jesus 03:10
Why would I run When I’m not afraid? I have my head on straight That’s not me I know what I believe Is it out of dedication, or did I misunderstand Why don’t I leave? Why don’t I listen? I’m trying so hard to hear you There’s a quiet voice Like a wind through the trees Is it God coming after me I can’t hear over the sound of the violence in my head Is it Jesus Has he finally had enough Grace is the ocean And I float over the god damned stuff Is it me Like demon blood in my ancestry When God comes calling I can taste the milk and honey but the sulfur’s so intoxicating There’s a quiet voice Like a wind through the trees Is it God coming after me, no I can’t hear over the sound of the violence in my head Is it Jesus And I’ve finally had enough I’ve heard grace is the ocean and i’m Drinking up the god damned stuff Is it true?
8.
Unarmed 06:26
My mother looks out of the window in my childhood house She wonders where I am as the sun is going down Did she have to worry that she may never see me again Worrying every sound in the night might be a bullet in my head We just want peace of mind, do you have peace of mind? No justice, no allegiance No system will take precedence There was a victim of violence way back in ancient times As he laid there bleeding a lawman and a pastor passed him by Privilege and comfort are the wind in ignorant sails Abandon yourself and remember what loving your neighbor really entails We just want peace of mind, do you have peace of mind? No justice, no allegiance No system will take precedence I never had to be told to raise my hands up high For the gears in the machine can crush who ever they like The world saw through a window into an instant of injustice But how many lives did it take for me to take notice (it happens all of the time) No justice, no allegiance No system will take precedence Link arms and tighten grips Fight back don’t ever give up don’t ever quit No flag, no more ignorance All hatred will be met with violence No badge, no job description All hatred will be met with violence

about

"This Will Have To Do" is a folk album created using free software, one thrift store microphone, and produced on generic headphones. No glamour or ego, just a few humble songs I hope you like. Thank you for being my friend. You should make an album.

credits

released May 21, 2021

Album art created with the help of Aaron and Maebe. All songs written, recorded, and produced by Buggy.

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Your Friend, Buggy Tucson, Arizona

contact / help

Contact Your Friend, Buggy

Streaming and
Download help

Report this album or account

If you like Your Friend, Buggy, you may also like: